Ni mirul. life has to go on as it is now.
Well anger management can be taken care of with given time and opportunity.
Although its over, Im still considering changing. 
Okay I tell I'm single She ask me for a break-up well I though it was a joke
for the moment and all. When in the bus she said I want to break with you.
I said your lying I said that if its true swear to me. And poof she swear!
Heart broken sia. Then after that when I want go home its as if like one of my fav song.
here it goes "
Lalu kau mendongak berbalas renungan
Dan dengan perlahan tangan kau lepaskan
Kau pun berlalu dalam kepekatan malamTinggal aku seorang" 
sad eh! and it was like past our 7months and next 4days poof you get this.
Her reasons for a breakup:
She still want to enjoy
She want her life back like last time slacking with her friends.
She said she's not ready to commit.. what was that supposed to mean.
On the night it self I feel like a zombie.
Well i ask her to talk to me on the phone.
But Amirul so "kental" Cry like a stupid boy.
Then when on the phone thats where I get to know she actually don't like
my anger. For me if only you have given me time I can change for the better.
Why must you be scared to tell me? Scared Im angry or sarcastic to you?
I told you either way if you don't like my attitude or what tell me straight forward.
Of course I will be angry but I will think. I reflect all about it. 
Im Sorry for all my mistakes. But seriously I will be waiting for you.
Although i move on my feelings and my love for you will still be there for you.
Now im crying. Dumb boy a.k.a dumpster. Ciaossu
 
Labels: Well I guess there is such thing called 2nd chance but you never given me.